Nekkkid.

I've been drinking a lot of Naked Juice these days. The mango has been in my favor. (:

I greatly apologize for the absence. It's been far tooo long since I've blogged here. Tumblr makes my life... lazier. I just jot down a few words and I've supposedly blogged a mouth full. However, that's not doing me justice nowadays. So.. I refer back to here. If my posts seem to bother you, just remember, this is more for me than it is for you.

.......Where do I begin?

Well, I completely failed at blogging during my senior year. I mean, I have a draft of dates that were worth mentioning but, I didn't get past April. I'll probably post it, just as proof that I did try.

Anyways, I graduated. You know, it hasn't hit me yet. I think it's because it feels like any other summer. Although I've been doing more things for myself lately, nothing feels at all different. I still feel as if I'm going back to Eagle Rock in the Fall. Maybe that's when it'll hit me... as soon as I step into CSUN, who knows?

Another note, CSUN has given me another chance. Long story short, I didn't take the ELM, which is a math placement test. It wasn't because I didn't want to take it, it was because someone failed to tell me it was required since I was already taking a qualified college course. All I can say was that I needed to pass my math class with a B or better and BAM, I'm exempt from the test. However, with the failing communication I have with our college counselor, I didn't know that. So, I spent the last two weeks battling it out with CSUN. Then, it finally came to the point where our counselor wrote CSUN a letter saying that it was all miscommunication. Oh well, I'm getting my classes next week. Phew.

Then the dreaded topic, I'm not single anymore. It's a funny word, single. Say it slowly to yourself......... a bit awkward ey? Perhaps it's just me. I don't want to beat around the bush but, I'm kinda loving it. Nonetheless, even with the great relationship I'm having, there's a bittersweet element. He lives over 370 miles away. Ahhh, seeing him once every two to three months isn't cutting it for me. Symptoms include heart-wrenching withdrawls, unbearable lonely days/nights, consistent pillow hugging, and overwhelming eagerness. But of course, we've been working things out. I've learned to stop hiding things from him and try accept what's been going on. I don't want to be a cheeseball or anything but, he's kind of my guiding light. We have vow prayer every night at 12:02. Things are starting to look up and he's one of the biggest reasons why I'm so grateful.

Anyways, I think I'll end this here. It's long enough.

this blog is OVER.

-dom.