On The Real...

-WHAT THE FCK AM I DOING?! This can prove to be disastrous if I continue this any further. I need to make up my mind.
-Last night is really hard to explain. I was so out of it, I don't think I was able to sleep until 5 or 6ish. That should explain the headache I had when I woke up this morning. GAH.
-I ran today. It felt good but, my rib cage felt like it was gonna burst. I even timed my two miles. It was 19 minutes and 38 seconds. Hopefully, I can boost that up to a lower time. [:
-I gotta get my act straight before I go nuts. School is in 5 weeks. I still have time.

this blog is OVAH.

-dom.

BY THE WAY, can anyone help me?! When I try to follow people on blogspot, it WON'T LET ME. ALSO, I can't comment people's blogs. Blogspot, you are starting to frustrate me. ahaha.

If You're From Africa....

Why are you WHITE? ----- I just finished watching Mean Girls, that's why.

So here I am, Tuesday night, blogging. I'm pretty exhausted right now but, I am no where near the point where I want to go to bed. So... where to start? (yeah, here come the bullet points, betch.)

-San Jose/San Fransisco INC Excursion; Giving this weekend a 9/10. I'll give the spirituality 10/10 and the whole weekend an 8/10. So, my judgment is legit right? I'm just averaging this all out. SAN FRANSISCO. I don't know why but, I have this eagerness to move there. Probably apply to UCSF? Sunday's NorCal and SoCal mixer went well in my case. Met a lot of people and tried my best to be "social". I mean, I still had my awkward moments but, I'm learning to surpass those. Monday's practice/95th Anniversary Celebration was more than I expected. Having everyone (well, almost everyone) there in one place was truly a blessing to see. I heard that our choir of 2000+ was off the chain. (hehehe...) When the balloons and confetti started falling, I had butterflies in my stomach. It was such a proud and uplifting moment, you have NO idea. This was seriously a momentous event. I'm already excited for next year's gathering (if, there WILL be one). [:

-The Opposite Sex; Consider me confused. That's the easiest way I can put it. For further questions, leave a comment and i'll refer you to my cell phone number. :p

-I started on my Personal Statement. FCK my writer's block! I thought that blogging would stimulate some sort of creative juices but, I'm failing fast.

-I just spelled COFFEE five times in a row. It looks like I spelled it wrong but, I'm more than positive that I didn't. I think that it's weird. Spell TROPHY five times in a row and see what happens.

-My week/weekend looks hopeful. THURSDAY: Birthday gift shopping with _________. FRIDAY: ????. SATURDAY: Performing, practicing, Kat's 18th Birthday Bash. SUNDAY: CWS and Anniversary Meeting at Ateh Kat's and then NO MOTHER FCKING DOUBT at 7 in IRVINE! So hyped man, you have no IDEA.

-I'm starting to get some writer's block in writing this blog. I'm gonna end this NOW.

this blog is OVAH.

-dom.

LaZzzzZzzy....

-OKAY, so it's 1:02 in the morning and I've already done my blog for the week.

Surprisingly, there won't be any bullet points for this blog. If anything, this is probably just gonna be a babble. I'm supposed to be packing because I'm leaving in t-minus 12 hours from RIGHT NOW. Can you say San Jose bound? Consider me excited BUT, not excited enough to be packing at this moment. Ahhhh... ohhhh.... I'm sleepy but, I can't sleep. I can't sleep until I pack. But then again, if I don't have the energy to pack, then I should sleep? I don't know. I'm listening to She & Him as of current. I love Zooey Deschanel because she's absolutely gorgeous and not to mention talented. I NEED TO WATCH 500 Days of Summer! Also for the fact that I used to be in LOVE with Joseph Gordon Levitt. He was the heartthrob back in the 90s. Now, he's just a cutie. Which reminds me where I first had a crush oh him. I'm pretty sure you've seen 10 Things I Hate About You (the movie, not the show). I LOVED how ridiculously quirky and awkward he was! AHHH, not to mention Heath Ledger's terrific performance when singing "Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You". Which by the way, I was listening to earlier. ANYWAYS, I have an eagerness to watch the movie now! It's in my list of top 25 movies of the 90's. SO, yeaahhh... I wish I had a web cam. Not really to follow the trend because I know that everyone's been wanting to get one but, I really want it because I want to be able to friggen webcam with people! I mean, I get tired of JUST talking on the phone with someone. I like seeing people's reactions! ahahah. Okaay, I really don't know where I'm going with this. Btw, I think I have a growing bug bite located on the back of my thigh. BACK on point, I'm pretty excited for the weekend. Tomorrow I"m leaving for San Jose with a stop over in Frisco. THANK the Lord I bought film for my Holga! I've been DYING to use it! THEN on Sunday, I'm meeting family that I've neaver heard of before. ahaha. Sunday night seems to be the highlight of my weekend. The NorCal and SoCal mixer in San Jose looks like it's gonna be great! Okay, that sounds kinda cheesy. I'm just looking forward to meeting and re-connecting with old friends. THEN Monday is the BIG day. Choir practice from 9 am to 1 pm. It's going to KILL ME. We have to be back by 2:30. Afterwards, the service starts at 6. From there on, it's the spiritually that counts. Leaving Tuesday afternoon and there you have it. Everything looks pretty hopeful until the end of July. August actually looks great too! NO DOUBT on the 2nd! BTW, I performed three times this week! I LOVE being in the Adult's choir. It's totally different from what I expected. Hopefully, this feeling of mine doesn't wear off.

Last thing, I don't know what I'm feeling relationship wise. I mean, for sure I like the guy but, do I trust him? Confusing, yes. And to clear things up, I'm NOT in a relationship. I would delete my previous remark but I'm too lazy to reach for the backspace button. I'm on talking terms with him again. Hoopefully things work out? Ehhh.... I don't know. I don't want to doubt him before anything happens. I wanna hang out with him soon but since I'm busy until after August 2nd, I'm just going to have to wait until then . I hate waiting.....

OKAY, I'm now officially out of ideas.

This blog is OVAH.

-dom.

Slightly Irked.

-SO, I've been checking my online banking account for the last two days. Since I requested to do direct deposit, they said that they'll be putting $250 in before Friday. TODAY is Friday. UGH. I don't want to bug them about it because I don't want to come off as rude and inconsiderate but, I REALLY need the money for this weekend! AHHHHH. Damn employers don't know how to act. -______-

-I've fallen head over heels with John Legend's Once Again album, AGAIN. [:

-God has graced me with my monthly gift. It's good to know that I have it but, WHY did it have to come NOW?! ahahaha.

-I LOVE LOVE LOVE getting college letters in the mail, especially from the top notch universities. I got some NYU stuff just a few minutes ago. Even though the possibility of getting into NYU is slim to none, I'm still applying.

-I'm packing right now for San Jose. Well, not necessarily packing. Rather, staring at which clothes to bring and what outfits to consider. ahhh, the heat's really getting to me.

-Shopping with Laurie and Leslie yesterday. THANK the Lord I found a top! After a rigorous search to find what to wear for Sunday, paid off. AND! I finally got to hang out with Laurie! I RARELY get to hang out with her now these days. I talked business with Leslie. She's trying to find a job. Hopefully, I can hook them BOTH up with jobs.

-After shopping with Laurie and Leslie, I met up with Katrina. SINCE I was dirt broke after buying that one top, we just chilled around Old Town. She practically made her birthday wish list. After a good hour and a half, we took the bus to Jen's house and chilled there until my parents picked us up and took us to her house.

-I haven't been getting much sleep lately. I've been sleeping around 2-4ish but then, I'd wake up at around 10:30 and I WOULDN'T be able to fall back asleep. Something's wrong with me!

-I don't know where I'm going with the rest of this.

this blog is OVAH.

-dom.

As If You Didn't Know What I Was Going To Write About.

-I absolutely HATE the heat. It's been 92+ over the last week. I don't like the warm sticky bodies that linger around all the time. The only thing that creeps to mind is to avoid body contact. Then, I start to think about how awkward I would look, dodging bodies left and right. So then, I scratch the thought and just try to get over it. All in all, I hate the heat. Just stick me in a pool for the rest of the summer and we'll be done with it.

-I think my title as Cupid is faltering. That's all I have to say from here on end about that.

-After discovering Blue Dot Frozen Yogurt along Townsend and the awesome store owner, I've decided to become a regular even though Yogurt Haven will be opening in a matter of weeks. I like the chill vibe and the artsy fartsy ideas the manager kept throwing at us during our one hour stay in his store. I also love the people who came in and out of his yogurt joint. They had some kind of twinkle in their eyes, like kids entering a candy store. Besides, who can resist eating mochi? [:

-Tuesday; No words can rightfully describe what happened. Although, Santa Monica was fun. The 10 freeway = HELL in the form of an inanimate object. Taking sidestreet from Santa Monica back to Eagle Rock was entertaining BUT, awkward. I think the overall trip took an hour. We should have just stayed in Silverlake like we originally planned to. Oh well. I love spontaneous decisions.

-If anyone (and I mean ANYONE) can get me tickets to a FEIST or ADELE show (perhaps both?), I think I will be forevermore, your SLAVE. There is no sarcasm in that statement. I really mean it.

- Why is it that I haven't watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince yet?! This would disappoint J.K. Rowling. She would probably hate me if she found out. What more Daniel Radcliffe and his greatness?! Crap. I need to watch this movie. After reading it TWICE within the last 6 months, I'm here, waiting until Saturday night to see it. Voldemort might as well just curse me with an Unforgivable Curse already.....

-I bought John Legend's Live From Philadelphia DVD. I'm FCKING EXCITED for it to come in the mail. [:

-Start work in two weeks. I kind of don't want to wait anymore though. I think I'm just gonna apply somewhere else and hope for a better salary. ahhh. -______-

okaaay, I'm getting tired of this whole blogging thing. [:

THIS blog is OVAH.

-dom.

As Of Current....

I'm starting to love bullet points. :D

-I'm currently making mixed cds to fill in my moods for the summer. Sounds kinda lame but, every summer should have a soundtrack, am I right?

-I start work in three weeks. [:

-TAKING oath for choir this Saturday! I'm pretty much stoked until then. Like I said in blogs prior to this, I'm truly blessed.

-Wednesday; Last minute trip to Guppys Teahouse. Original plan was to watch the Proposal w/ Kat and Alvin BUT, Kat kept bugging about Guppys. SO, we ended up in Cerritos, eating Popcorn chicken, hawaiian fried rice, butter coconut brick toast, and strawberry shaved ice. SINCE I have 11pm curfew, my parents started tripping out. We left Guppys around 10:45ish. I ended up getting home around 11:30. My parents called at exactly 11:02. THANK the Lord that I didn't really get in trouble. [:

-Friday; Original plans were supposed to be going to Santa Monica to watch fireworks and chill on the Pier. Alvin, Kat, and Jen ended up changing up plans and we ended up at Guppys ONCE again. This time, the bill was smaller and we actually finished all the food. LOL. We headed to Signal Hill afterwards and met up with Nathalie. From there, we just chilled with her until we started getting phone calls from our parents. ahaha. We got to Kat's house around 2ish and then talked until 6. For the most part, it was really chill. [:

-Saturday; Birthday parties GALORE! I love how adult's can act so immature and then POP a moon bounce. LOL.

-Sunday; LA Anniversary Meeting at my house. I love how the Kadiwas are so chill! The meeting was HILARIOUS and the food was good. ANNNND! Choir practice was GREAT! it was so short, it was really fulfilling on the spiritual end, and we BARELY had any mistakes. [:

-It's too facking hot.

-Santa Monica Pier TOMORROW! LUNCH with GERSON, FELICIA, DAVID, and CYRILLE Wednesday, CUES and SWIMMING on Thursday with Jdan and Steph, and then Saturday is OATH TAKING.

AHHH, I love summer.

this blog is OVAH.

-dom.

Bullet Points.

You get the picture.....

-I don't know where my summer is going. ahhhh.
-I was sick for a whole week. I thought I had swine flu because my symptoms were very similar to those OF swine flu BUT, it was luckily it was just a regular fever.
-I took oath for youth group president two saturdays ago AND taking oath for choir member within the next week or so. I'm seriously so blessed. [:
-My stomach is making a LOT of funky noises right now. It sounds like a deflating balloon.
-I regret lots of things but, this is the biggest regret EVER.
-SO, I really LOVED yesterdays meeting. It was a lot of fun. I LOVE LA's Kadiwas, seriously. Even though there wasn't a lot of us, we were pretty much entertained by everything. I also LOVE LOVE LOVE Yogurtland.
-I had a girl talk with my Ateh Chris today. We do this at least once a year just to catch up on each others lives. SURPRISING is what it ended up being. It's all good though. It's great to know I can tell her pretty much EVERYTHING in confidence. [:
-I'm SO DETERMINED to go to Disneyland! I hate how EVERYONE I know is going! I know Mickey Mouse misses me. TRUST ME. lol.
-Getting paid tomorrow!
-I hate it when you're hungry and then a food commercial comes on and leaves me HUNGRIER.
-Still need to even out my fugly tan.
-HARRY POTTER looks amazingly good. I hope this doesn't disappoint like some of the other movies.
-RUPERT GRINT has swine flu?! He can't die!

I have completely run out of things to type about.

this blog is OVAH.

-dom.